d2y...fren...cry~

ok..1st come 1st...
hi ppl~~ pkp is back..
though it is hols..ya..u all noe hols i wll not be bloggin..
cz normally i ll blog bout school life..
but yet..2day is a big day to rmb..
well..jz sayiing.. XD


hmm..what to say 1st...
2day feeling quite mix...
haha...weird or awkward ll be the best to describe..

haha 2day i went d2y after-camp meeting thingy..
as later night gt plan...i dw to mafan they all come back sunway to pick me up..
n i oso wan to go see see..what my fren did in d2y..
for me..it is like a society......
getting everyone into a group...n start doing those serious thing..
well..pkp dun like this..
but after reading xi mei qian blog..
i was like aww..i miss alot huh..
lol..jz kiddin..
it jz like what they all say..
i reli ll die...or ll breakdown..
or mayb cry mad in front of every1..
omg i cant imagine this...i think u too~~ XD

they reli been through alot tgt..
ok..it is w/o me..
thats y i m trying to get back to topic..
well..pkp style again..
stalking is done right after they end camp..
Oo.. found alot new thing..
tmr going to stalk more..cz 2day jz realise they upload more d..
oops..i m not updated~!!! how can it be..

ok..say back the camp..
2day they all do feedback reflecting...
so i get to noe roughly what they do for the 5 days..
haha cz they explain day by day..
ok..not reli pay attention to content..
more concern to the ppl around..n making comment..
as what u can see from mx's tweet..
i reli post what i think..
at the end of every this kind of section..
there sure ll be shooting section..
for example..i mm song u..
u do this not good..i can do better..
*i was like..ya right...pass d only say...sien jor la...
aiya ppl camp nth do with me..
dun comment too much..

i was more concern to mx's blog..
faci small kid until cry..wow...
hu is more sentimental now = =
dun blame me..but unfairness occur everywhere..
u shud noe..sumore u r so old d~~ *though they say u r 18!!! omg they r blind~
time to get mature i think..
or see open abit la...
i noe ur bonding with groupmember vry good d..
but yet.. self control...
haha no matter how..fren always thr la..talk to them..
but dun call me in the night like chze hou~ = =
i ll get mad n diu gao u..for sure...

aww i m like typing too long..
still got the new fren i met 2day..
lim aivin..lol
a super white gal..*if u compare to mx..lol
well..frenly as usual..cz u all told me d ma..
2nd..i think she hate stalker..
so for once i feel so guilty for stalking her bf..
oops..din mean to do that..
but at last i admit it..lol
brave to admit...i m a man ok?? haha *jz saying..
she quite ok..the prettiest as what i tell them..
ok..4get the previous 1..i take back my word...
ps~~

oh ya guy..younger than us..haha
fuh lin~...lum surname..
lol i was thinking is that a gal name??
but ok la..i found him on fb..
i guess some of them dun even noe hw to spell his name??
haha curly hair guy..lol
sorry to label like this..
cz when i dun reli rmb ur name..i ll label u like this..
every of my fren pass through this stage..
dun worry..u r not the only 1..haha
same gang with chze hou..haha
1st impression of him to him is..super gay~
aww nice 1..haha no doubt nia..
talk to him quite well.. *as compare to benny..ahaha
frenly oso.. thouhg he is younger..but hor..
i think he even more mature in thinking sense..

ok skip all those..
here come to climax..i think..
ahh told u all d..
i hate farewell..
i hate ppl leaving me..ok..mayb not leaving me alone..
but hor...as long as i no see u for super long time...
i ll die 1 lo..
for my life..
primary skul..
high school..
pre-u..
uni...
4 times of farewell..i cry for every time..
can u imagine how sentimental i m d??
other thing i can joke..
but farewell..pls pls dun joke with me..
i ll breakdown n cry like mad...
that time i cant even talk...trust me..
thanks to jason for making it so serious...
i was so shock when u all say 1by1...
i noe i cant tahan it...but why!!!
u all make fun of me forever d..sob sob~~
duno i shud hate or love u all..
i think <3 better="better" hor..="hor.." p="p" xd="xd">
ahh too long d..
2day mainly is lidat...
1st..dun like society life..
2nd..dun stalk ppl too much..
3rd...meet new fren..
4th...b sentimental as usual..aww i dw de lo..
5th...time to slip..

ciao ppl~
miss me ya...

stuck at home for 1 n half months..
i m soo lifeless... = =

荣幸 感触

很荣幸的
有人愿意将他的事告知
也很感触的
我不知如何是好

朋友嘛
不需要多
不需要杂
更不需要ddy
交到心的才是最好

何时才轮到我
能不有所避忌 的说出来

haiz..也许人家已经没事了
只是我想太多

夜已深 晚安ppl~

*老哥说我有说梦话的习惯
真想听听是不是我心一直不敢讲的话

oh  ya..12 12 12 12 12
原本有更好的打算
但也是想想而已
过的不错吧你
我也是 dun worry~

sem 2 1st year= =

yo ppl~
3rd of dec..
last post is 4th of nov..
omg 1 more day then 1month d..
haha no choice..
it is hols..
n u all noe la..
i wont update my blog when there is no class..no homework..no stress..~~~
but yet..
i ll update my blog when i emo..i hapi..i sot diao liao~!
so ya..guess this post is what feeling??

lai lai..first come 1st...
hmm finally done my 1st year study..
after 2 years my pre-u..
though i dun reli like it( pre-u )...
1 year at here..
diff ppl..diff style..diff opinion..
 ahhh last sem no need say bah..
say this sem..the weirdest sem ever..

haha..1 sem 4 units..
3 units 1st year 1st sem..1 unit 2nd year 1st sem..
this combination..save me alot..
n thank god the timetable din not clash..
if not 3 unit 1 sem..i ll bored max...
lucky gt 2nd year CC tank zhu~
say xia this 4 units..

prof...nice teammate..haha
though they force me to wear formal to presentation...
n yet..bcz of them..i get A for this unit..
of cz..i did put some EFFORTs on it..
for eg...take all the copy that my fren hav..
FULLY utilize  my resources.. haha
i think u noe what i mean ^^
the last presentation..they told me..
'i glad to have you as my teammate..'
aww they damn sweet...haha enjoy alot with them
though i hate this unit so much...

*ignore my nob face..lol

dynamic..the alms gif up unit...
force = ma ...i think i 4ever wont use this anymore..
but thank god..i get A oso..
bcz after last sem..they chg the standard d..
7 ques..1 from past year 1 from tut.. 2 is confirm noe how to do d..
sure i can score la.. XD
lucky me..wee~~

psa..the suck.est unit..
due to sucker lecturer...
the lecturer damn ddy...
damn lcly..n thank god i not going to CHE..
if not i have to face her..like..hmm..forever.. - -
case study 3 pretty screwed up..
i even camp there whole day..
but yet..stil gt low mark..haiz~~
no choice..hu call my group only gt 2 ppl..
where normally ppl gt 3..or mayb 4..  = =
cannot blame..i try my best..
so ya..A oso..wee~~

circuit n control (they called it CC..i called it circuit..half a sem later..control..haha)
the most fun unit for this sem??
but of cz..not to 4get the ddy lab..where go in oso do what de..
though..bcz i gt a teammate..
i survived...internal get pretty good..
wee~~ fren is needed..especially there is homework to copy..
i noe u noe la.. XD haha pkp style..
never work something on ur own..
or else..u ll the one who rugi most..
sharing is caring.. >.<
a good start for my 2nd year..
even higher than my 1st year unit..
but yet..cant say anything..
cz diff unit combination..ll yield diff  result..

haha lol it is going to a show off post..
my fren ll kill me...
ok la..lai say xia what happen this sem..

hmmm...1st thing..
go singK in wk1??
i late for class..my 1st oral presentation in prof..
every1 look at me like i m some weirdo..
late for class..2nd year with 1st year combination unit..
what else i can be.. = =
but yet..lucky my teammate acpt me..
hu care others..but yet..
i make less fren jor..
haha my way of thinking..
after this sem..v wont be meeting each others anymore..
so ya..for what v noe each other so well..so deep..
i dw there is a awkward moment in the future..
better prevent b4 it is too late...

so no doubt..stick back to old gang..
where..mx ah...kpe ah...benny ah.. melvin ah..jamie ah.. chze hou ah... elaine ah...
jason ah.. yin wei ah.. ago ah..(these 1 new)
haha no choice..i hard to make fren..
i shy shy 1 ok?
XD i say real de..y no ppl blif me..
the only sad thing is...my prof at fri..right when they always go singK..i gt the fking stupid class on.. = =
bcz of presentation ah..solidwork ah...etc etc..
i skip alot lunch..singK..
i hate this wei..nex sem all gap xia ok??(when mx read here..she sure scold ' is u la..ask u chg dw chg ')
i noe it is my fault this sem..sob sob..

n then..this sem...can say is assignment sem..
compare to last sem...
haha so gt abit busy..rush this rush that..
scare cant fns...scare cant study..scare cant play..
haha human ma..greedy abit de la..

last thing..our group photo day.. haha

 w/o face pic..dun mind right?? cz i self edit 1..shud show xia..
haha what Tee d huh..4get d..
cincai la..jz our theme for this sem..wee~~
frenship forever huh..i doubt so...lol i jz kiddin...haha

nex year sei chze hou exchg d..
emo d..
k le..mum scold d..==
ciao ppl~ night

profession ahhhhhh!!~~

yo...hi ppl~
long time no see..
let me count..
2 wks?? haha
after wk12 i gt 2 wks study break...
ngam bo.. XD

hmm y am i here??
i m here to complain..
ahhh!! i hate memorizing stuff..
sumore so many..
last time study bio oso not that scary n suffer.. TT
now ah..
apa sys approach ah..LCA ah..sustainability ah...
safety ahh..management ah...quality ah...
n most important stupid ethic issue.. = =

omg la..i hate this...
pls pls stay with me until tmr 330pm..
after that u can go anywhere u want..but definitely dun stay inside my brain...

ahhhh!!!! i wan kill ppl...
stil gt last part..which is most important part..
32 mark for whole paper..
compulsory sumore..
full decision-making process..lol
hu duno i gt choices difficulty...
which i cant make decision properly..
how can i rmb these things where myself cant do it..
= = gg~~

lets see hw long i need to study or fully memorize it...
tmr afternoon paper sumore..
gg i scare i fall asleep..
how ah?? 1st time do noon paper..

ok..times to ciao~~
this sem's feeling not yet type out..
alot to say..but no time n no mood yet..
stay tuned saja.. XD
ciao~ 

last wk for 1st year!! ~

yo ppl...
may i update too often??
hai hao la...XD

next week is wk12 d..
finally..my 1st year...
finally done!!!
ahh after so long..
i m 20 d le..jz done my 1st yr..
where ppl edi fns 2nd year..
sum even come out working d...
quite sad right...
but dun care la..as long as i can graduate then can d..

haha..wk 12..
most busy wk d bah..
lets see...

psa case study 3..

prof final report n presentation..

revision to catch up tutorial for 3 units..

prof no tut btw..  = =
quite ok gua??
yes if i dun care prof final report at all..
but definitely not that good..
though my teammate quite good..

the only thing i worried is psa case study..
omg la..the question..
like duno what it talking bout..
like lack alot of info..
like if no ppl make explanation to  me then i confirm gg d..
diu the lecturer...y 1st 2 case study exactly same from past yr..
y last 1 dun give same thing again = =
arghhhhh make me so struggle now..
reli sibeh dulan her..
ppl say last time she very nice..
i reli doubt so = =

ahhhhh control part finally on track..
left last part saja..hope i can fns it by 2night..
cz nex wk definitely not going to study...
only case study n final report n case study n final report again - -

14 oct..1 more month..
12 nov then i m free...
ahh..all i have learned this sem pls stay with me for 1 more month..
this sem is dynamic bah...
the rest 3 unit..
i can i score..
ahhh..y!! y!! y dynamic is core...y i have to  take!!
totally lost for kinematics n kinetic la
only aim gear n instantaneous center/velocity diagram??
cant la..lidat cant score la...TT
wan get HD then reli hav to makan all kinematic kinetic d le
how ahhhhhhhhhhh

oh ya..better ciao d..
tmr gt psa lecture revision...
prof oso gt revision...exam type sumore..
hav to go..
so 9 to 4pm confirm d..
cant back home slip or do homework..
so now better study more..
sim~~
miss me ya <3 br="br">

oh yeah...pkp is here

yo..bai chi is back..
after a long long long time...

haha guess what...

this picture reminds me to update my blog..*guess where i crop this XD
can u imagine it??
5 wks during uni time i no update my blog..
unblif.able..
cz pkp style ma..
hols u ll see me disappear..but during school hour..
u ll see me blog like hell la...
but now..haiz..
this means i m super suffer from school assignment la..
especially now gt the stupid profession subject..ahh
fk it nia...

however.. 2 wks more...
then i m free..
oops..4get bout final d..
no choice la..i gt 2 wks study break.
unlike others..1st day of exam month then start d..
mine need wait until 2nd wks..haha
*btw it is not a good thing..i started late..i end late oso - -
n yet..2 subject in 1 day is the most killing 1..
omg right??
circuit and PSA..gg~~
though this sem i m worried bout dynamic..
but yet..circuit's control part..i stil half way..
oh wait..not even half way..i jz started 1st lecture of control
now only can say..nice 1 pkp...u gone case d..
PSA stil okok ni.. - -
desktop's wallpaper is exam tt..
to ensure i go study whenever i start my comp..
efficient enuf?? haha jz kiddin..it doesnt help much..

hmm what else i wan to say ahh...
haha oh ya..1 more pic..
omg i damn long no upload pic d..
like after 1xx post...i think..

woohoo emo part is here...
watched this drama like N yrs d..
but i stil dw to watch last epi..
n no ppl tell me bout the ending..
i dw to watch the last epi bcz i dw this show to be end..
ahh super nice show...
n yet super touch to my heart.. XD
totally attract to this gal above.. haha

oh ya.. 1 last thing...
feel so sick..
i mean..reli sick..bu su fu... XD
cough flu noseblock headache..
for few days..ahh dying d la me...
no time to sick btw..
n no time no maple, dota, etc etc..
the moment u see me open comp..
is either fb..or microsoft word..*to do assignment - -
sien max..
hope nex sem would be better...
lets see

ciao to slip ppl~
though tmr class at 12..end at 1..
but yet..have to go..
haha if not..habis la me
omg..super long post..
u can ignore if u dw to read...
pity those duno hw to my eng..or i shud say 'rojak' wee~~

cc mid term~

hi ppl...
i suppose to be outside now.. TT
or maple.ing now..

too bad...
guess what is happening..
i m studying ==
for tmr stupid cc test..

ahhh!!!
i wanna play..
but i cant..

diu..this reminds me bout 'life is unfair' again..
while ppl having fun outside..
i m stuck at home..
sien ahh..

pray hard tmr ques same like past year...
then i gt ABIT confident to score..
if not.. sau pei d la..

k lo..cont study d.. ciao~

miss me?~

yo ppl~
it is wk5 d..
nono..
2 more hours then is wk6..
gg..so faz sial..
half a sem d..
haha i stil blur on my syllabus~
how ah!!!

ok la..say something happy 1..
haha wk 3..
hmm nth happen bah..
pass safely...

wk 4..
presentation wk..n quiz wk..
omg..hu the hell scam gao me...
say 'dynamic quiz all A'
i reli put all A..
n yet..f d..
screw up 1st attempt..
2nd attempt called for help..
thanks ppl~!! u noe hu u r..
<3 ya

wk 5..
3 days class..
i been at school every day 8am..
gg right??
bcz i din study during raya break..
so better come earlier n study..
at least wont feel so guilty..
XD n psa quiz~ ahhh
suan liao..
mass flow rate oso duno hw to count..
quite fail actually..  - -
skip prof to meeples again~
i m a bad student..

roughly lidat..
haha outing?? nex post bah..
hav alot to say on that...

so ya..ciao~
miss me ya.. <3

wk 2 - -

haha hi hi
a sibeh faz update..
wk 2 d..

i m super glad i skipped 3 wk last semester..
1st 3 wk is the worst i think..
need get into situation very faz..
if not u r going to feel left out..
by every1 everything else..

ahhh!!!
FMUL.. = =
if u understand wat i mean..
haha...

wk2..boring sht d..

library session..
thank god i can skip..
fri no class..oh yeah~

sem open~

omg..
i can feel the stress d..
macam mana ah??
2 days of lecture..
i think..only 1 subject i m ok with it..
bcz the lecturer not yet start teaching.. - -
if she start it..i think i also ll lost..

haha how ah??
this sem is counted as rojak sem..
as in..1 subject with peien..1 subject with mengxin..
2 subject..i m ALONE!!!
fking emo.. = =

luan sui le..
i also noe..
and my timetable r the weirdest i think..
mon 9-4
tue 8-4
wed 2-6
thu 8-2
fri 1-6
contrast gao gao??
i noe!!
but shud b ok gua..
since psa soo chilling..

ahhh..the only electrical sub..
the lecturer trying to b funny n nice..
but i m not into him - -
his way..is damn boring..
and from his face..he looks sohai oso..
as in i bet in his marking style..
he sure gt some trick that i duno and i dw to noe...
hope is i think too much..

jz fns all unit guide..
busy like sht??
i think this fri is the last time for me to singK with them d..
but i gt ice-breaking prof session..
if i skip..i going to miss the fun i think??
they say...it is not fun at all.. = =
but grouping is important..how ah??
emo d le...
i wan goooooooooo singK la wei.. TT

n hor..
it is time to split..
sad to say that...
n time to noe more ppl..XD
hopefully..i m sooo shy~ pai seh le

haha k lo~
last wk of playing d..
nex wk only start hardcore??
haha lets see..
sim~

生日快乐，给我自己

从来没有要求过什么
包括自己的生日要如何度过
只希望一切顺顺利利，没什么意外就好
我想，简单就好
再复杂一点点，我会不知所措

我嘛，就是酱天真
*难听一点，叫白痴
什么都不管是很好，但人家如何对待你又是另一件事
酱会令到自己好像是坏人
啊~~生日酱就过了

20 了勒。。
好大，大到我都怕
怕我还是长不大
哈哈!!! XD

*为什么你会往好的方面想
酱你弄到我很坏
很内疚，嗨~~怎么办才好


总之，
开心就好
宁吃开心粥，莫吃愁眉饭

生日快乐，给我自己~ XD

sim....
class start soon..
still sleep so late..
i definitely ll die on the spot when i get into class - -

n lastly...
i started to miss u d.. = =

眼镜

wow 1st time ever.. i use phone to blog.. sumore at this kind of time lol.. duno y.. jz gt alot thought recently.. cant even slip yester night.. 4am stil listen to FM.. 6am noticing my dad went to work 7 sumthing alert to bro's alarm.. lol.. hen hao right.. gone case d me.. need some1 to talk... but typical cancer here.. hardly to open up to every1.. haiz worst thing ever macam mana.. no choice.. eat myself nia.. here come emo part.. 有时真的想把眼镜拿掉， 模糊自己的焦点， 什么都不清不楚，不明不白， 酱也许会过得比较好 有些事还是不知道，不去了解 好让自己有机会偷偷的喘口气， 也许吧。。。。也许吧。。。。 有句话你教得对 something is better left unspoken.. 以前或许还不懂， 现在却深深刻在我心里。。 有点累了。。 不是我什么都不管， 而是我觉得管太多了， 反而自己拿来辛苦。。。 facebook 说得对 主动久了，开始累了， 什么都不理不睬， 也许对你，对我都来得好。。 习惯了把自己的热脸去贴别人的冷屁股， 也是时候来个角色交换， 把自己已降温的屁股，等人的脸来贴 人嘛，要是不是发生在他们的身上，是不会了解的。 广东话说得好 “针不刺到肉是不会痛的” wow.. sibeh long post.. i think after this post.. i muz b able to type smoother in my new keypad.. k lo... back to my dream world.. i stil hav alot to learn from 周公.. sim oh ya.. this is html mode.. i wonder what ll happen if i post this up.. hope it can post nicely.. not that easy type so much in phone.

good day!! in my hols~

haha
2day is the most meaningful of my holiday d i think..
others than ground myself up at home..
facing the comp n tv all the time.. XD

hmmm..
wake up at 12.. *as usual..it is holiday!!
so ya...edi plan this yester night..
everything goes according to plan..
XD wake eat bath..
take bus to taylor lakeside..
somewhere i suppose to be...for this few months..
unfortunately i didnt..
too bad to say that..
i really miss there..

the lab...the super ddy rule lab..
the classroom..the super crowded but only 2x of us only..
the walkway...the chit chat road where v used to talk crap..
the lift...the only place v try to kacau some others ppl..
omg..i reli miss thr..
i m fking fking serious!!!

what i had done!
cannot blif that..
nw seeing all my fren..
every1 being to each other..
jz like a family..
i wan to be 1 of them..i noe it is impossible..
but thats y i m trying!!
nth is impossible..unless u dun gif it a try...
ahhhh..i m going to emo part again..

but it is ok la..
i stil can survive in this place for 1 sem..
i dun think it is bad for me..
jz that..ppl around me is not the same...
as in..u noe i noe what i mean la..
haiz~~~

stil enjoy being with them...
engineering fair on next fri..
anthr catch up day..
oh yeah!!
i going to kacau every1 of them..
n try to penalize their work!! *i m sooo evil...
btw..i stil think i m a good fren.. :p

so 2ndly..
'spider man' with 2 bro.ssss again~
yeah..3 of us again..
haha n this time i m the driver..wohooo~~
unexpected right??
me too..my parents are sibeh scare bout my skill..
me too btw...
sei botak even go ask zp..
whether nw buy insurances still can bo!!
haha good idea la wei..
but lucky..nth happen..
n i reach home safely..
jz that..reverse parking gt abit fail~
gif me sum time la wei... = =
u 2 keep talk talk talk..
'alms thr d..alms bang jor'
i ll tense 1 ok? XD

lastly...
the movie..
wow..not bad la wei..
every thing chg huh..
high tech net shooter..
more tight outfit..
prettier female main...xD
jz that..i dw b the spoiler here...
haha it is worth show la...
dun get y fb gt ppl say not nice...
although there is some part i dun like..
but hu cares..jz a little part..
so dun ddy..
it is sibeh nice show..hahahahhaha

*conclusion of the show...
i dw b the superhero of everyone..
i wan to be the man of u...
for giving u everything...including my life n my love...
<3 ya~~

awww nia..
a good day to record..
lengthy post again~~
no choice..
my lawyer fren influence me on this..
= = sim ciao~
tired day also btw...

nex thing..eng fair!!
no doubt..i m coming!!
so stay tuned~

ahhh~

got alot to say..
but duno shud start from where...
n duno what shud b inside n what shudnt..
ahhh~~

brain stuck!!!
working tmr..
yawns~~ sien..
sleep early nia = =

船到桥头自然直

船到桥头自然直
纸到手里自然懂

tmr exam punya heart prepare..
haha screw the subject..
i m not in the mood anymore~!!
emo saja

'something better left unspoken'

haha
finally settle down??
then only come blog??

aiyo..since u all say i ll b blogging 2night..
so it is the best to fulfill u all hope right??
XD i noe i m good fren.. :p

so huh...
the only thing i can say...
'something better left unspoken'
k the end.. XD

*if i end like this..
will i kena from u all?? hahah

dun lidat...
at that time..
this few words appear nia ok??
XD

sometime ppl dun like to face something that they noe they ll face it someday..
but definitely not with certain people n certain timing..
so ya...no forcing..
n no cruelly push someone to the corner..
or to the skyroof..
n expect him/her bang the wall or jump down from thr..
ya it is true to let ppl noe what is truth..
but some ppl willing to listen the lies~~~ even they edi noe it never ever happen..

a short term hapi memo..
better than long term suffer...
mayb after the long term..
they ll stil rmb the short term..
it is nth bout worth ant..
is that moment!!
the moment where nth burden,kacau,whatever..
totally free..stressless..whatever..

but hor..
see open abit saja la..
a frenship that need to beg..
u expect it to be very dramatic or high expectation??
mayb u jz expecting the moment like i say above..
= = fren is everywhere..
i think this thing i m more mature d..*finally..ahaha
y cant just let go..
it has been so long d..
time cure everything...
trust me...it reli do...

1day not enuf..
then 1wk..
1wk not enuf..
then 1month..
1month not enuf..
then 1yr..
1yr not enuf...
then u can go die d..
1yr gt 365days..if u r lucky u get 366 btw.. XD
it is more than enuf..
takkan u 365days facing the past but no moving forward right??
or mayb u wan ur life stop at certain pt forever..
then i hav nth to say...

pls la..20 d la..
i tot when grow up..
u ll notice fren is getting lesser n lesser...
thats y u soo care bout this..
but yet...u not yet explore this world...
so ya..decision shud nt make so faz..
n too rush~~
or else regret is the only word...

n then...
last thing..
screw electrical...hahaha
n...nw i rmb..
i quite ok to sit in the front row..
as...ppl go toilet..
i can see xia the gal..
as business school alot leng lui~~
xD sim~~

phy!!! jy saja la~~
is u jy..i see u jy...
phy i m talking to u!!!

final without calculator TT

yeah..
finally..
the day b4 electrical final..
the super wuliao subject.. = =
cannot use calculator..

FML saja la..
normal class exercise, quiz, etc etc..
oso use calculator..
for a moment..tutor suggested us to use calculator..
i was like..wth~~~
u duno?!
ok i oso duno for half a sem..

oh god..
pls no more this kind of 'no calculator' subject..
engineer invent calculator for fun??
or just not for engineer-to-be = =

haha enuf of complaining..
i have complained since the day i noe i cannot use calculator for final..
finally...end d i m relief..
*hope so la..

wed stil gt anthr sub..
emo nia..physics...
super super super..wuliao subject..
n super discipline.cist...
they taught forces for mechanical!!
but no voltage for electrical??!!
wtf.. = =
luckily they gt quantum..
it attract me abit..
phew~~ XD

k sim~
yawn~ sure cannot slip~
radio time!! wee~  

structure~

haha 2nd paper down...
as in i kena down by that paper..

how to say...
i step in..
the gg feeling come back..
1st thing..i was sitting right at front..
wtf..i hate this seating..
n it affect me alot..

2nd..the guy sitting beside me..
keep on shaking his leg..
i noe there is a habit..
but u shake ur leg..n i notice it..
it is fking annooying..
cannot god jz delete this habit..
as in from every1.. = =

3rd..damn cold in the hall..
hand shaking...
duno y...i damn scare..
reading time..
read through n start target question..
screw the q8..forever duno hw to do...
emo sht...

haha dun care bout the 1,2,3 thr...
last thing is most importaant...
ss15 lunch n CLASSROOM TRIP..
oh yeah..
i love playing the empxxxxx crisis..
simply bocor ppl identity is damn fun...
nex time let play special character..
i wan super power!!!XD

overall..
2day no study much..
4days prepare for electrical n phy...
shud b enuf...
but scare no calculator..fk this sht...

i m a hapi kid...
as usual..
jz that saw someone blog...
every1 has a story to tell..
i was thinking what is my story...
hmmm~~~
mayb 2night i shud not slip..
n start think bout it...
XD

sim~~
miss me ahh guys~~

ignore me if u wan~

sht.
i always gt alot to say..
but not when i online for blogspot..
how ah??
phone vry hard to type chinese word...

ahhhhh!!!!
ppl edi fns exam..where i stil gt 3 papers..
they extend the revision period..
only make us more chill n relax..
see nw i gt 4 series of power rangers..
more series ll b coming... = =

macam mana??
i slip late..wake up late..
during exam..sleepy like sht..
- -
oh ya..1 more thing..
1st time ever..
i left my id b4 i leave the exam hall..
how smart can i b..

emo~ not in the mood..
not even study..
screw structure....
hu care hw u bend..as long u din fall when i walk on u then can d..

haha ignore me if u wan!!!

exam~

haha oops..
tmr is big day..
my 1st exam at here..
omg lo...
duno how le..
this time is much harder...
compare to last time...
ahhhh...

the only subject i scare!!!
how ah?
btw....
i stil duno where to go...
i only gt seat number..n then??
haha i think i m going to be lost tmr...


wee~~~
sim..last reading...n memorising..
fking this coding subject...
ahhhhhhh!!!!

梦想

today watched 'i not stupid 2'
he say...everyone shud have a dream..
每个人从小都有一个梦想

不知道什么时候开始
我的梦想就变得不清不楚了
小时候天真
以为什么都是可能的
等到大了以后
才知道一切都是大人讲来骗小孩子的

梦想对我而言
是离不开现实，金钱，时间
现实的恐怖
需要到一定的年龄才能体会
而金钱
可说是随时随地，无时无刻
都在提醒我
没有了它，你就什么都不用讲了
*打包，收档
时间还好
因为梦想会因人在长大而不一样

所以是梦想在变质
还是人变得不知足
什么都想要

还是要仔细想想
我要的是什么
不然以后真的会后悔
当然后悔也没用
只能顶着上，bo bian~

haha cincai nia..
2 more days to exam..
i stil gt mood at here...
btw..computing...
not so easy wei... - -
fking hate it...emo~~ 

mayb¬¬

haha oh yeah..
i m here to talk bout my frens....
i m sooo bad...

damn long never try d...
talk til the sky n the ground..
what oso talk nia...

seriously..
hw i can live without u all??
my others life is sooooo big diff...
although i said in front of u all, it is not my true self,
u all noe my style la...
sorry to being sooooooooo 'bad'?
haha jz that...every thing shud hav a bottom line..
this is pkp right??
i hope u all dun mind me being lidat...

ok la..
pkp style again..
when i dun like something..
i will say it out..
this is me!!
no 1 can stop me...
mayb i dislike ur fren..
but i wont stop u from being fren with them..
i nt that control freak pls!! *unlike someone's gf

or mayb...
it is my own prob..
but somehw..nw flashback..
reli mayb is my prob..
hw can i dislike so many ppl without any valid reason??
is it a reason for me dw to grow up??
dw to face all 'big big' matter like what they are doing??
 ahh..what am i thinking??
reli wei...mayb is my prob..
but ok la..gif me sometime...ppl ll grow up...
i m waiting my turn too..

reli..diff age diff perspective..
ahhh..reli hav to grow up??
i dw wei...
forever 12 or 18 can ma??
this remind me bout someone..
haiz....
话不投机，三句多...

i stil need to blif that..
'when time comes, thing will get done by itself..
no matter hw it is done..good or bad..'

ahhh think too much...
lost my voice..
but i damn like this feeling...
yawns ¬.¬ slip lo ...
miss me huh...

过去

我的过去
对我来讲
唯一庆幸
过得平凡
有过快乐
也有遗憾

回头想起
当年无知
错过很多

仔细一想
不算很糟
只是也会
偶尔觉得
自己故事
不比人家
精彩动人

但做人要
对得起人
这点倒是
还算可以

只能说
一句
往事如烟
人不在
情也不在

尝试遗忘
终究不能
重新学习
没能掌握

the end of 1st sem

yo yo...

2day is friday..last day for wk12..

n also last day for my 1st sem in my new uni!!

what to say...

i m sooo excited to study here...

finally i m satisfied with my current situation..

no complaining..no arguing..no suffering..

everyday at here i m very 充实..

feel like my time did not waste..

love this kind of life..

let see...
what happen...
lengthy post alert..
haha patient when u start reading..
hope it is not too boring..or too sentimental..or mayb ddy.. XD

haha 1st day in school...
my fren..m.xin~~ take me to her group..
end up with this situation...

 

haha say hi to my fren...*1 lost jor...sei fei ken..

from left..*ignore those i noe N yrs jor de...

jamie..big sister?? haha dream on~

she even worse than me...as in kid that part..

totally not like 21.. omg right??

hu will blif she is elder than all of us...XD

benny..most lengthy 1..

forever he win..sometime jz lazy to talk with him..

very tired 1 u noe? hahah

melvin..the 1 who banana but talk to me in chinese for 1st few days??

no idea hw he did that..

but thanks for trying...as in pulling me out to exercise...

no ty btw.. XD

chze hou..the lala?? or i shud say dai gor??

no doubt..i hav same mind as mian..

gold hair in engineering..sumore with such fierce face..

omg..how ah??

elaine..haha blur case 1?

my 1st computing class with her..

v chat n talk alot! cant imagine the very 1st day v noe v talk so much!

end up with..she very soft n 'slow steady' 1.. XD haha

1 more ken..abu bakar..i heard his name b4 d..

that 1 reli look malay..no doubt..he really look like! 

ignore the elephant..he folo my beloved fren, mao too much d..

no choice...he choose to b...

 

reli...i would like say ty...
for everything..i m a newcomer..
v meet everyday..n study,quiz,bla bla..
reli reli reli...appreciate it..
n bcz of u all..
my circle become larger..
make me noe more ppl like..
JPA, the brotherhood..pei zhan they 3...
n edmund they all..


nex sem i ll go back sem1..
hope reli can catch up with u all..
dun leave me alone can?? TT
although i noe i m vry frenly..no difficulties on making fren..
but somehw..need u all b thr oso...

btw..here is something for someone or whatever u think it shud to be..

ppl say that, fren is the 1 who always be there

to laugh,help,scold,angry,emo or bla bla together with u or to u..

it is so hard to find someone who will gif out their heart easily..

to make u more important than..ok mayb not family..

but important than his/her others fren...

真心对待一个人很重要，当一个人交出他的心，

也许不应该要求回报，可是也不可以换来不理不睬的对待

for me..to find a fren who reli b thr for u..

no matter what happen..

it is very hard...

mayb for u..u think u hav many frens jor..

but jz imagine..when u suffer..

who ll b thr for u...if there is someone..

catch the one...n jail it!

fren is everywhere for me??

haha okok ni la..

sometime reli think i m frenless..

wan find ppl go date/yumcha/crap/talk..oso hard..

jz trying to frenly to every1..

ppl say..rather hav more fren than more enemy..

chillax all the time!

no use to worry so much..thing will get done when time comes..

if it didnt..screw it only la..

last thing of the sem!!
i wake up at 9..jz to submit this thing...sien!!
ty m.xin for posing..nw u noe y i wan go submit tgt with u d right?
the end of my sem...

yeah wk12

haha
guess what...week 12 d..
in aus system..wk12 is the last wk of the sem!!
omg so faz right??
although i miss 3 wk class..
but stil..9wks isnt a short period..
aww~~ damn sad...
n damn hapi...

should update an overall..
but damn excited..
scare i no time blog about that..
no prob la..i sooo lengan~

new fren?!

haha shud i hapi?
duno what to say..
mood quite luan sui now...

jz that..sdly feel sem going to end..
but nw only i start making new fren..
is it too late for me??
awww i duno!!!

macam mana??

XD enjoy the pic

lol..
ok i noe recently alot thing happen..
but life goes on..
think +ve la wei...

here come something happy..
just announced that i get full mark for my electrical midterm..
ok..only 2 person in the class..
thats y i m special..
but however...this not the main thing..
i deserve to get exempted from this subject..
i learn this kind of thing for N times d..
calculation..*but of cz with calculator..
but this does not chg my understanding on that topic..
hope my result ll prove that they r wrong.. = =
wasted my subject time, money n etc etc....
but..afterall..i still happy with it..
oh yeah~

2nd 1...
what i can say..
i still duno everything..
thing that i think i shud noe..
in order to analyssssss the situation...
ok..better dont make any comment...
somehow n something..
is 2ways reaction..
no absolute wrong or right..
unlike phy = =
so ya....dun judge or whatever...

last..haha
enjoy this pic..
i find from my fren's bro...
damn nice...
a good way to apology..
hope this help~ 

no calculator?!

omg.. i reli beh tahan..
what the hell school i m studying...
a engineering course where final cannot use calculator?!
wtf!!!

1st thing is simultaneous eq..
no calculator..use hand slowly sub in value?
sot ah?
matrix..HAHA dream on..
how long time i need to waste on 3 eq to do 1 by 1 matrix?
if i am fast, calculator at most 10sec i can get the ans...
bull shit~!

2nd thing..AC supply gif imaginary number..
where what we call complex number..
something x+iy...
sot ah! convert it to angle to convert it to complex again?
brainless or what?
even sin cos tan i oso cannot rmb..
u expect me rmb all these?!
= =
btw..my imagination not good..what u expect??
expect i tembak?? or expect u can score zero for every paper??
nah!! 


overall..
it is a sux max subject...
engineers r lazy ppl where they design item for themselves.
to save their own energy..
previous engineers cr8 calculator for what..
for future engineers to use la duh!!!

POV(point of view)

haha oh hi....
finally i m free...woohooo~~~
done structure 1 day earlier than planned...
nice thing ever~
although something missed out..
but it goes according to plan..
so ya..hu care~~
XD

phy..oh yes..
the most pening 1...
sohai betul..
luckily at last v make it..
full mark without any mistake..
but not creative enuf..too bad...
so 19/20 nia..
but nvm nia la...dun care d...

seriously..i wait 2day 12pm like for vry long d...
where all things done..
only those not important left over..
*like those can copy..can share..can not even do
oops..i getting worse d...
but reli relief alot...

p/s part:
hmm..always blif that 'when time come,thing will get done'
no matter how it get done or hu did it..
as long as it is done..
hu care bout the process...
b a more realistic person..result is more important....
just that..u wan the result to be good or bad nia..
and see what effort u wan to put in..

n also right...
do the right thing on the right timing..
somehow..if u did something off the track..
apology is useless~
no ppl will care...wrong then wrong...
no reason..no excuse..

but think another way...
what if u did the thing in a good way..
where u think the thing u did will help someone.
just that u din expect it hurt someone too..
sometime ppl just cannot think from same point of view (POV)...*this i strongly agree
thats y we gt 360 degree angle..*to gif u look from every side.. duh~
so ya...there is no absolute wrong or absolute right...
there is always a grey region..
where wrong n right mixed up and no ppl can differentiate it...

try to think about..

*since my blog viewer going to increase due to my uni fren...
i shud type it nicely...
n correctly..
but of cz..pkp style always.. wee~

stupid bro~

2day is a big day to record??
aww i have alot to say...
but i hav no time..
tmr only talk...
bcz my bro coming up to slip d..
so ya...not good to let him see what i am going to post..
i pai seh..n he definitely will laugh at me.. = =
such horrible bro...

tmr will be go school at 7...
*hopefully...
by 12 i m free...now n forever!!
*hopefully again...

k lo..sim~
1030 d..wait..wake at 615??
ouch..it is not even 8h...  XD
too much?? i think so...
sim~!

fml~

fk sht..
my mind is not strong enuf...
i cannot tahan the stress...
i feel like dying d...
things not done..
due on thurs..
tmr is wed..
my class til 8...
omg screw myself pls!!!!
fml!!!
need someone to talk....
any1??

fk this wk~

after i watched 'i not naughty'
i learn to be positive..

dear pkp,
pls think positive,
after this wk..u r quite free from assignment..
at most only test quiz...
u can handle it..but not with project...
so ya..
goodluck to myself for this wk.. - -

sht thing happened

sht...
i 4get what i want to post after trying to figure out the new setting of blogspot..
lol 4gif me can??
XD

oh ya...
i feel damn bad now...guilty as in...
help someone do their quiz...
accidentally do something wrong..
wasted their attempt...
seriously...
i did the question like 5 or 6 d...
cannot blif i stil get it wrong...
fking emo that time...
ppl say practice make perfect...
i think do til like 10 or 15 lidat..
then maybe i can fns it..

but reli damn guilty...
one of them stil gt 1 attempt nia..
i fking scare lo..as they expect me help them score full
and the last attempt is for them to practice de...
now make til they need re-do properly..
aww~ ouch~~

i stil not that pro afterall...
emo sht la me..TT
1 sem thingy..how i no master it...
argh!!!!!!!!!!! 

school~~

the only thing i noticed after i chg school...
my day will not be empty...not even a minute i think..
*not including my sleeping time..
no matter it is normal school weekday,weekend,or holiday...
- - is it a good thing??
XD hopefully

*get used to new life d...
wondering next sem how i survive without them...awww~~
started to feel left out from previous school..
what a sad thing.

promise??

promise is meant to keep, but not meant to break.

p/s:same thing doesnt apply to secret..

if u noe what i mean~
this is the only thing i could do...
no others thing..
hope u understand...

sem break~

aww sem break...
blog revived??
i dun think so.. hahah

jz too bored n come here wu liao xia...
hmm what to say le..

time to get used to it..
not at usual place anymore..
new environment new ppl new life...
things chg everyday..
it is useless to not let go..
time to grow up..

awww i going to emo again??
no pls~~
TT

goodbye EEE~

guess what..
i decide to post a good bye message on EEE group..
to tell me i had leave them..
how bad i am... and i feel damn weird now...
gt abit bu se de...
i dw to leave them...
i wonder what i thinking that time when i decide to chg school.
argh!!!
stone heart is not my style..
i cannot be that even i want to...sooo badly~
ahhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i need someone to talk...
any1??
T.T emo sht....
this blog get its name correct..
everytime i get emo..i will b here...

april fool is jz not my day...
what a day~