最好的拍檔 - Meng san

終于有時間坐低諗下要寫啲乜野
真的很對不起，個日完全講唔到任何野
如果唔系Amos，我絕對唔會挑起大家的癮
不爭氣的我，又一次喊到講唔到野

所以我絕對不是講笑，我真系好容易哭
尤其系我地一起經歷左甘多
雖然唔系第一次做project
但系系第一次離鄉背井，來到尼個人生路不熟嘅地方
都系個句，如果唔系你地，我尼18個月唔會甘精彩。

既然我已經post左一個IG post，我衹會繼續extend落去
個日聽到大家講左甘多，如果我唔 top up 少少，又好似唔系好好。
對不對? *imagine it is me who speaking this. haha

好多謝大家嘅照顧
無論系工作上，生活上，精神上，玩樂上
我都好enjoy其中

而家諗返第一天的報到。
一見到就系meng san, Carl。
Amos 好似好忙。Dave 又好似唔系到。

當佢地介紹meng san 系我個拍檔，再睇埋個名，傅家明
啊，同姓嘅，又會甘巧。一個啱啱畢業的engine，雖然睇佢樣唔似
老實講，我仲以爲你同我差唔多大，點知小我三年
今次真系好玩咯，終于有人俾我點下，諗起都開心
就甘我地就一起拍左18個月。

由一開始我地各忙各的，當我需要地乜野，佢都會幫我揾到
雖然系問其他人，但是至少佢肯做啊
所以佢地話你系一個執行力好好個人，我百分百贊同
*前提系佢要有果個心去做 （對Amos， Carl嘅要求絕對唔問題，即刻做，KP嘅可以等等）
到最後，我地就日日一起落site ， 條友都唔知系唔系依賴過頭
完全可以系到9hea
我已經啱佢到我自己都驚，就話，如果我真系走左，我救唔到你ga。
到最後都好返少少，因爲知道我真系要走啦。
無得唔做，就要逼住來做。
老實講，我真系好多謝你
我想象唔到，如果我唔系拍你，而系拍Carl or Amos，我會點算。

個兩條友做野甘認真，我會怕怕，驚驚。
雖然我日日投訴，但係我真系樂在其中
返到來馬來，就無左甘嘅feel啦

尼18個月來，多謝有你的陪伴
令到我無甘挂住屋企，甚至仲想繼續留落來
雖然我好後悔，PTR果個月，我真系想一走了之
你老闆幾乎催我到要死啦。你就爽，我就慘啦
由此證明，我驚嘅野唔系無道理。
冇左你，我真係會驚。驚唔知邊日我會鬧爆你老闆

唔知點解，我衹會同你用whatsapp來溝通，仲要系英文
可能我同你講過我好憎用中文來寫野。
所以接住落來，我要轉返英文來寫啦。
要用返KP san 嘅style先有果個feel。

ah finally, i can use back english to type d.
let me repeat once again. thank you meng san. *ah i feel like crying when i type this.
if it is not because of you, my work will not be so smooth and fun.
at least i never scold you before like what i did to Ying Ting.
although we always 9up at work (or even after work), i really appreciate your companion.
thanks for showing me around at macau, especially when i move out from the gang.
at first, i thought it will be quite hard for me to fit in, luckily we are almost the same age. *nah 3 years age gap is counted as generation gap d. 代溝 you know?

you always have your own thinking. and you are not like what i thinking of you.
although i tried to convince you for certain thing (you know what it is!!!), you still have your own stand.
i not sure if you still remember this,
如果有多餘嘅錢就留返啲來傍身，冇錢問人借，系一件很傷心嘅事。
you say i have been alot to say these words, that time i only laugh it off.
and now also, i will not tell you why.. :p

我真系好多謝你嘅信任，連收埋甘長時間的女朋友都帶出來俾我地認識
although you know i cannot keep the secret, you still willing to bring her out.
i hope i didn't scare her for the first time. i think it is at 美食節 right?
i will not say this kind of 老套 word like 'Kaman is a good girl, please good to her' anymore.
because i know you will. LOL

i think i already did my best to pass down the knowledge (not to say 'teach', i am not that old to teach you).
no matter is related to the system, work, attitude, i hope you have learned some.
我都算對你好好啦，至少我地嘅OT唔似Carl san 甘慘，甘多，又唔似Amos 甘大壓力。
出來做野，最重要開心. i hope you enjoy the work with me.
i still remember that day you say that i help you to tank a lot of thing. i just want to say, i feel the same from you also. at least we are there to support when we need each other.

天真唔系錯，如果多幾個project之後，尼分天真仲keep到，我就算你厲害。
 冇機心系好，但係防人之心都要有啊！！
唔好再俾人蝦，都系個句，我幫唔到你ga.
but so far, i no see you get angry before le. is that good or bad thing ah?
i think EQ this part, you are much more better than me.
which i am trying to learn from you as well. 乜都睇得開。
 所以有時我會覺得你會比我大好多，除左你個樣睇落比我大，就系因爲你嘅諗法。

oh ya, i still cant believe that we talked for so long during the last night at taiwan.
although i fking sleepy that time.
is it because we both know that after that night, we dont get to talk for so long again.
i am sorry that i cannot even say goodbye (or say all the above) before i go back, because i fking hate this kind of feeling.
要離開了，就再也見不到了.

再見了，最好的拍檔。
 
diu, i type this for almost 2 hours d. because of the chinese word la.
k la. time for closing d.
i think i am still trying to get used the life without working with you.
for the past 18 months, with seeing you for almost every day and also been through so many things, 1 week or 2 weeks are not enough.
my friend told me that i should write you something in order for me to settle down back to malaysia.
not to say let go the past, but to continue the journey.
because i believe that we will meet again although the feeling will not the same anymore.
but at least we have good memories before.
= = why it is like a break up letter now. fml.
thanks to you for keep reminding me of the word 'hehe'.
i think i am overly attached now. time to stop and move on d.

lastly, a photo to mark our friendship. *i just realise we never have 1on1 photo before. so sad.

 haha no la.. definitely not this.

this would be the best already.
謝啦。我的hehe 拍檔。