note to self~

十岁是神童，十五岁是天才，二十岁就是普通人了

good sentence indeed..
no doubt..i m edi bcome a normal person..
thats y i am working so hard to get back all the pride..
not that i wan it for 炫..
jz that i think that my life shudnt b lidat..
i wan something more than that..

n of cz..it is a good thing to hav dream..
but always rmb that.. 凡事量力而为
or else..u ll b nth..i mean..NOTHING!!

只所以这么努力
是因为有不能输的理由
就算不是为了自己，也要为了对我有期待的人

so ya..jia you ba..
XD 

update too often??
cz i hav too much to say..

过去的过去，现在的现在，未来的未来

"stop saying u understand me when u not even in my position b4.."

lol such a line for the beginning for my blog..this is unusual i noe..
but that is wat today topic is..

recently watch an anime..
a branch of ppl group tgt for competition..
every1 is 各怀怪胎..
they r hiding something from each other..
cz every1 oso got such 不能说的过去，现在..
the only thing they r looking  forward is 未来 nia..

ok..wat is done is done..so wat bout now??
u totally hav no idea wat ppl r going through..
how suffer they r..
reality is always reality..this is very obvious..
that is not something that u see open then ok d..
however..stay inside ur dream would be fine..
but if stay inside dream too long..u ll 沉溺 de..
n by that time u wan to wake up..it is too late..
then u ll b in such dilemma position..lol

so ya..ppl ll bcome lidat..
they must hav their reasons..
so dont judge..dont say..
n of cz dont even say u noe..
no 1 ll ever b same position as u been b4..
n no 1 ll expect u ll b in their position though..

过去的过去，现在的现在，未来的未来

sometime diam diam would help alot..
haha ciao~
continue my assignment..sim~ miss me ya

MSB (ｍｉｄ ｓｅｍ ｂｒｅａｋ～)

lol going to be 1month 1 post d..
damn..hav no time for blog recently..
my blog suppose to update my boring sucky uni life..
but now..u see..
i hav no time for that..
haiz..

ok..2day is last day of mid sem break..
my plan totally failed..
plan to fns my EM n energy report b4 last sun..
plan to fns my math tut by 2day..
plan to study for EM magnetic part..
plan to visit taylor fren during wkday..
plan to go out with my secondary school fren..
ahh..so many plans..
end up with..nth..haha

when things not following ur plan..
wat to do..
怨天怨地怨自己ba..
no choice..haha
need to earn some pocket money..
3 days rm300..
then after wk9..fri sat sun sure need to chill xia de ma..
then tadah..my hols gone..
as soon as i realised it.. XD

nex thing is..
ahh kinda emo..
ppl r chging everyday..
those familiar 1..r chging..
mayb it is time for me..
to be independent..
心里有说不出的感受
haiz..
人来人往
有人来 有人走
think +ve.ly.. new fren r quite good..
jz sometime they r quite sohai..
4get bout study...i think v not yet until good best..
long way to go i bet..
i m trying..but dun think they willing to..

ahh getting more emo n emo d..
wat is nex..dun even bother to think bout it..
该来的还是会来 挡也挡不住

ok..last 3 wks of 2nd year 2nd sem..
stay tuned for nex update..
i wonder when it is..
haha pls 4gif me..i hav no life...
only work tv study..
even pyramid oso less go d..
u can imagine the shop is chging place but i duno bout it..
u noe hw serious it is??!!
mayb after wk11 i ll go thr..n lepak awhile..
to get back the old feeling~~

haha wat else to update??
oh ya.. 信任 真的是一门学问来的
dun play2 i tell u..
it ll lead to some serious sht..
没有血 就有泪 

tadahhhh~ ciao to zap ye..
uni start..need to adjust back my sleeping time..
fml..not enuf slip like mad....

the end of MSB~

short update...mis me? haha

oh great..anthr busy month..
forget to update more frequently..
haha..time to update xia liao..
n relax abit after studying EM for 3 days..
god..this unit..i feel like dying d..
proving..proving..n proving nia..
sien max..

haha actually nth to update much..
jz wan to say..
ppl tends to think they r superior..
until they think the world would stop because of them..
come on..21 d..
wan dream then go back home dream la..
no offense to any1..
jz saying nia..

nex nex..hmm..
fren cannot come to a situation which related to money..
this make me feel uncomfortable..
haiz..need to adjust myself for this??
lol see how ba..

wat else..
nth d ba..
1 thing i would like to say is...
'dun tell ur suffer to some1 else, half of them ll walk away..anthr half of them ll laugh on it'
so ya..keep it for urself..

alright.short update..
get to work..
MST in 2 days time..
wish me goodluck ya..

*trying to dun bother..tried so hard~ n ll keep going..
my degil.ness is coming from my parents..
no doubt..when i hav to b 狠 i ll be very 狠..
jz that u havent see it from me..
oh wait..gt ppl see i ki siao b4..
haha N yrs ago..feel sorry to that fren..

ok~ ciao~
to study.. = =
fml for this unit

shudnt post anything on twitter anymore..
dw to disturb any1..
oh ya..by right i not that kind of ppl ll 对号入座 de..
if u wan to..go ahead..i wont stop u..
take the shoes n fit it in urself..lol

4 days hols~ wee~~

lol...hi  ppl..
1230am d..
it is damn late d..
haha but i not going to slip this early..
bcz it is hols.. XD

4 days hols..tmr is last day..
last day for me to chill..no more drama n anime i think..
see how ba..
my thurs class end 12pm..fri no class..
by right if i able to fns my report or watever in thurs..
my fri shud b free..BY RIGHT nia..
lol dun think this ll happen..haha

this sem pretty screwed i think..
though i not yet read through my unit guide..
bcz i still in hols mood..
ll do those on monday ba...
fns.ed my em report..
nex wk onwards is lab work.
prefer lab work than matlab..
programming definitely not my cup of tea..

alright dun say about study d...
since i decide to enjoy my hols gaogao..
XD jz fns my anime series where i suppose to fns during my last sem break..
too bad i hav no time..thanks my stupid work..
but luckily i can fns b4 the REAL  start of my sem..
haha this few days stay at home..
since dad is at home..
n he mayb going to johor to work soon..
so better spend more time to him..
sob..i going to miss him like mad..ahhhhh

nex thing i wan to say is...
haha i oso duno..
recently met esther..who appreciate me as her sifu..
the way she talk..the way she think bout me..
make me..wow..yuan lai there is someone who think i m that good..
where i personally not reli agree to that..haha
jz kiddin..i always good ok? :p
mayb i shud start to review my 审友观
ppl got 审美观 where i got my own 审友观
no doubt..u r reading pkp's blog..
pkp's style FTW...

she taught me that muz reli appreciate wat u hav now..
but i told her that..family is the most important..
fren? haha depends on ur needs nia..
this world is realistic..even ur best fren ll think u r a piece of sht..
wat thing u think it is impossible to happen??
nah..i tell u..nth..
everything is possible..
人来人往.. gt ppl come..gt ppl go..
so if u noe there is a day..u all ll b seperate..
so wat for u spend so much time with them..
n at the end..u r the 1 who sad..n crying all the way to no end..

mayb is bcz i m the sentimental 1..
so i m trying my best to become a hard person..
enuf of seperating..
when thr is no meet up.. thr is no seperation..
so ya...
oh sht..i m going too extreme d..
it is not pkp anymore..

lol..y am i so fui 2day..
the world isnt end yet..
haha so b happy for everyday...
y bother..n y even care..
thing ll get itself done when it suppose to..

dun try so hard to be fren with me..
as a typical cancer..say hi to my hard shell before u see the real me..
sometime see thing too clear ll be a torture..
but however..if u dun..ppl think u r stupid..
ahhh..human..
a 矛盾 max species

ciao then..1 more episode to go..
haha miss me??
ya.. i think u do..XD

ppl mountain ppl sea

hi ppl~
pkp is here again..
during exam period..
haha guess wat..
i left 1 paper to go..
so ya..time to chill xia..

2day did nth related to study..
ok la..at least monday i went to exam..
that 1 counted?? haha
lol jz fns watching FF6..
it is sooo damn nice..haha
Mia n Gisele..woow..
not bad..dw b spoiler..

this time to 'promote' my sem fren..
old fren new fren..everything to my circle of fren in uni..
ok lets start..
from where ah..
of cz from my 2 beloved primary school fren..
XD kpe n mx..
sei pekan n xi mei qian..
always say i make them stress..
ok la..i noe i abit over..
but u all noe la..i hav no life.. lol
others than study..i hav nth to do..
oh wait..i stil gt maple or dota..ala jz saying..
study period have no time for that..haha
so ya..ps to overstress u 2..
1 sem enuf for that d ba..
quite exhaust? me too~
talk to xi mei qian is sibeh tiring nowadays..
kpe is getting worse during exam period..
but hu call v r fren..dun mind if my 语气 not good right??
i noe u all dun mind..but hu care..
pkp is lidat.. ;p

nex nex..hmm yin wei n agoo..
last sem edi mix with them..this sem 4 units..
haha super chill group..
ok la..agoo only..
yin wei do stress sometime..
diff ppl diff style..no use to force ppl..haha
so ya..dun reli bother..
oops..wat did i jz say...
jz kiddin la..u all find me i still ok to help xia de..
see how ba.. XD

then 3 musketeers..pz elaine wei cieh...
my lab mates for analogue..quite fun to mix with them..
new experience though..haha
b4 that electrical lab test gt touch dao abit..
but now..whole sem..discussion..jokes whatever sht..
all happened inside the lab..
make me feel not so lonely in the lab..
cz i m the one left out n dump inside the lab..
thanks to stupid timetable system..
if this time i dun get wat i wan..i reli can bang wall d..

ok hu is nex?
oh ya..benny..the 1 partner with me for telecom mini project..
same thing all the time..
super duper tired to talk to him..
if he insist..he ll insist til the end..now until v find the lecturer n ask for the ans..
super tired during that wk..thanks to him..
haha but at the end..stil ok la.. 8 8 8 for the mini project..not that bad right??

tadah..new frens come in..
quite a few..
1stly..jeremy jason ming wei..
haha 3 combo again..ok la..they gt more frens..
jz that i dun mix with others..
these ppl i only crap with them..
dont reli make sense for me to be serious with them..
n yet..nex sem they ll b my so-called studymates jor..
so..times to build up some bonds..
ala jz saying..all noe i introvert de..
n they all..is the gang i dun feel like joining in..
kinda awkward..lol
jeremy stupid kacau n ddy guy..
he always say something i duno..n i dw to noe..
but he keep on bombard me..hw can i duno at the end..
his face 247 gan jiong 1..no matter in lecture..tutorial..lab...
or even MST..n last ly final..
sibeh dulan to talk to him..
worst conversation is this..
*i noe i repeat alot of time d..but still...
him: eh wat time u slip
me: duno le..read fns mai slip lo
him: ok la..i wait u slip 1st then only i slip..
me: dafuq?? i not ur gf..
see..fking imba sht right??
i straight diao gao him..
damn speechless..
ming wei..haha the blur 1..he n elaine can fight d..
duno hw to say him..jz that..hmm
haha singk part funny..
he duno hw to read chinese word..but he no listen to eng song..
so ya..he folo us to redbox..
at the end..pass the mic to him..
this song i duno le..i duno hw to read the word..u all sing la..
haha diao..then y r u here??
lol but in terms of study..
he oso half half nia..cant reli help much..
cz he sibeh ke qi all the time..n feel ps to ask..
so ya..if u dun ask..i duno hw to help oso..

2nd..june they all..
that 1 still in exploration mode..
so ya..nex sem ba..wait until i noe them more..
then ll type out ba..
haha..

3rd..some pro guys in my class..
ok i noe i m too bored to stalk someone that i duno..
but he is way too gao pro..especially in programming..those 无中生有 coding..
salute him gaogao..
here is my outcome after i done my stalking..
he got a gf for like 8 or 9 yrs d..
dafuq? so gao long..sumore he is in engineering now..
it is no way he going to dump her..else he couldnt find any1 macam her anymore..
ok he jz some random guy..

n then..hu else..did i miss out some1??
oh ya..my IIDYT group..
kinda died jor..waiting the fking stupid blondie to come back..
to bond back every1..
the soul..but hopefully..after he exploring in aussie..
will not dump us ba..cz he gt damn alot of fren d nowadays..
haiz..wat to do..
ppl comes ppl goes..
normal d la..see open bit la..
ala..i going to sad part again..
so roughly is lidat ba.. XD

the end of my sem..

n yet..i 4get to do my SETU..
too bad i din get the chance to complain here n there..
nex sem i alone for 1 unit..for the 1st time..
i reli alone jor..
hw ehhhhhhhh~ i m so scared..
i so introvert..hw to mix fren..n form group with them for lab report..
haiz..nex sem only da suan ba..
now..focus on my killer unit ba..

so conclusion for the exam until now..
anlogue..
signal..
telecomm..
telecom can be better..jz that..i gif up jor..
n i think it is not the worst..
cz i stil gt programming.. lol

so ya..ciao lu~
time to slip..
or fb stalk awhile..
recently hit topic..LM..lol
i dun care so much..sim~

end of yr2s1 XD

yo ppl~
long time not see..
whole month no update..
damn sad right??
sad as in bcz i damn gao busy..
make dao i hav no time to blog..
only gt time to stalk fb..twitty..instag...
too bad la..
hu ask i m in engineering course..

haha the end of my year2 sem1..
like finally..
Mid sem break after wk4 definitely not a good thing..
it is too early for me to catch up my syllabus..
stupid aussie system..
hopefully nex sem it would be around wk7-8 ba..
lidat i only gt time to catch up..
haha..

nex time i wan to say is...
fk analogue paper..
from 50 obj n 2 subj ques..to more than 70 obj ques..
FML.. a calculation paper chg to theory paper..
that is definitely not a good thing for me..
which mean..u either die or survive..
no working marks or watever..
du lan~~ beh tahan this system..
i going to complain gaogao..
this make me worry this unit more than others...
diu la..hw la..theory le..
even worse than telecom..==

haha n this sem not reli a sem huh..
according to my lecturer..
all paper except for analogue..r damn gao hard..
but analogue for me edi hard..
so ya..4 unit combo.. equal to gg..
haha lucky my exam tt quite ok
shud b sufficient for me to study all..

do i hav to say 1by1 for my unit for this sem??
haha ok..i stil gt some time b4 2pm..
2pm is my study time..lol

2011..signal..
haha i think i quite ok with it..need more practice to master it..
cz i fns all those quiz..n of cz..it is math paper..so ya..
shud b quite ok for me..
my lecturer..smart but duno hw to teach..
he quite ok la actually..
jz that no ppl wan to listen to him..
alala hu care..self study this unit..
clayton lecturer definitely better.. though i at msia
my lab tutor..haha..no comment..
bcz he is my fren couz..so ya..remain silent..
but my fren not quite reli like him..
signal assignment not reli bother..
but i think i learn quite alot..jz saying..haha

2041..telecom..
hisham is a passionate lecturer that i even seen..
but he is too good..as in a way that he try so hard to help..
so some student din reli appreciate him..
but v do...haha
the lab tutor oso quite fun n good..
though v copy alot for lab sheet..
but telecom definitely not my cup of tea..
anything above physical layer is ?? to me..
haha  so ya..memorize everything b4 walk into exam hall..
n 1 last thing..
this unit has the most replacement class ever..
12 wk study..i think 6 replacement at saturday...--

2061...analogue..
haha my fav unit b4 wk10..
as wk10 he announce that final is 70++ obj ques..
fml again...
the syllabus is quite fun actually..
bcz of the lab..
haha enjoy the lab much much..
finally noe hw to use DSO effectively..
my lab partner the blur 1..pei zhan
ok la..sometime i blur than her..
cz i 4get to pass her my prelim..
so she has to copy everything again..
ps nia...but basically v r a good team.. right??

2071...computing..
fml la..programming is never ever my cup of tea..
from 1060 to 2071..screw nia..
my lecturer saying that it is logic..
nah..logic n commonsense is counted as super power nowadays..
n i think she din even noe that she has super power d..
but the way she teach is much much better than her husband..
so ya..no way i going to complain to her..
n fk the tutor...wth u r teaching..
u jz copying ans..n not even bother to explain..
so fk u!! my fren even better than u in explaining..
lab tutor oso.. = = tat 1 pretty funny..
hav no idea why they find her as tutor..
no explanation..n ask us go google ourselves..
then y r u standing thr  = =

so overall..
haha this sem not reli good..
self study pretty alot..
now i noe y senior..after u got into yr2..
self study saja la..
lecture..go in show face..
or might as well skip it..
haha true story...

the 人际关系 among us..
nex post ba..haha this will be damn long to write..
so ya..stay tuned..
hope i gt time to write it out..
time to study~
ciao...miss me ya..

new achievement unlock: self control level

hi ppl~
jz a small update b4 i get to study the stupid telecom..
haha
suppose to hav programming midterm tmr..
lucky they chg the date d..wee~
feel so safe d..
or else i hav no time to check maple website..
to hang around on fb..twitty..
watever la..haha i m chill now..

haha i come here to complain 1..
recently life is terrible..
until i keep say the word 糟糕..
like damn over..
i keep using for whole day in uni..
damn sht la..
ok better dun flood my blog with the 2 words oso..
but getting more -ve n -ve nowadays..
sht happens everyday..
but shud i b glad bcz it is not on me??
haha i not that bad..
mood n atmosphere r affected around me..
too bad..

self control level increased until i cant blif myself..
from previous curious cat..ok mayb is curious fish..
to now sleeping fish..
haha for ur info..fish reli no slip..
so when they do..they reli not going to bother anything..
haha for wat i wan 拿屎上身..
nth to do find thing to do?
sorry to say..my parents pay so much for me to study..
not for drama around me..lol
if you ever think i m a sux fren..go ahead n think..
i reli dun mind..
sometime ppl jz too over..n oso 矛盾..
for example...
if i say i dw to noe..u ll say..'like i wan u to noe'
if i say i wan to noe..u ll say..'oh pls y u so 8..wan to noe everything'
if i say i dun care..u ll say..'such a fren..dun even wan to bother my stuff'
haha too much possibility d..

so ya..fren right~
u noe when to shut up n dun care or care bout ur own stuff enuf d..
no use to go ddy ppl thing..
if wat u did is good then ok la..
wat if not good at all..u r the 1 kena blame..
ps..i been through tons of this d..
we r human..typical human ll do that way..

but u all have been through so much..
so i hav no right to say anything..
mind my own stuff d..
ciao~ :p

new achievement unlock:
self control level: 9999 d..
u hav no idea how i bcome so pro in this..
so dun judge..dun say..or dun do watever u think u r correct..
things always not go according to wat u think..
haha

smile..pkp always positive..
no more 糟糕 here n thr..
haha n i always thr for any1 of u..if u ever think i m ur fren..lol

past year here i come!!!

haha dafuq..i 4get 1 thing damn important..
a sentence i heard 2day!!
damn emo n sad..
my fren say 'eh u go home then straight study de ah?'
ahhh..hw u get the idea i study 247 de..
diao diao diao diao diao~~!!!
i not that no life..
i jz went club last fri..*ok..that is my 2nd time..
but stil!! i not that nerd...
arghhhhhhhh...
i think he din stalk me well..
i do play maple~ lol haha
jz saying..i stil sad!!
4 unit..all half half nia le..
dun say i nerd bcz i like damn chill n like noe everything..
i duno 1 ok??
emo..sad..no mood study d...

vampire dream~

hi ppl..
2day gt extra class..
cz the lecturer think he cant fns the syllabus on time..
jz for mid sem test..
lol so ya..i m a good boy..
i went!!
haha but of cz la..my fren went too..
not all local r the thr..but international students r thr..
i heard the lecturer say to them..
extra class no need sign attendance..haha
i think the international student ll damn pissed off..
waste like 2hrs for this..
lol..

oh ya..why m i here..
to talk bout my dream last night..
weird enuf? i noe.. XD
but it is 1st time i can rmb it so clearly..
ok mayb not clear..but quite  深刻

i roughly rmb the dream goes like this..
main character is a half-breed vampire or on-training vampire..
haha y i noe this..bcz he only can change one of his eyes color...
lol this i rmb clearly..
whether he gt wings/wing ant i 4get d..XD

then sum hw..he got into a castle-like house..
haha twilight d.. = =
but really..lol
so ya..nex thing his fren bring him to see the owner of the house.
it is like master of the castle..
now is harry potter d..lol
his fren begged the master to let guy stay until he can control his power or watever..
the master dw..so the guy started to challenge the master by simply use his power around the room..
1st is duno wat d..2nd duno wat oso..
only rmb last is a wood stick..he makes it fly everywhere around the room..
n it accidentally hit a music instrument.. n it fall off from the table..
lol..he quickly go n catch it..
then the master willing to let the guy stay bcz he save the thing..

bla bla..4get d..shud hav type/write it down when i wake up..lol

then at the end the guy stay in the castle to learn..
starting to make frens..
then duno which day..they r celebrating something..
he saw a guy sitting aside..mood quite sad..
so he jump off from 3rd floor to 2nd floor to talk to that emo guy..
but the emo guy doesnt wan to talk..
so he jump off from 2nd floor straight to the pool..
*they r vampires btw..lol
so the guy oso folo..din noe vampire can swim though..
haha so the moment he jump into the pool..
i was awake d..haha

so mostly i scare of water..then i wake up d..
haha so any1 can explain wat this dream imply to?
lol want to noe so desperately..

sorry if u dont understand..
haha too bad for u then..
i rmb then ok d.. :p

k le..time to fns up my report..
n start my study..
ciao~

hols end~!

yo ppl..
the night b4 my mid sem break end..
haha this break quite sad actually..
bcz i sick for 1st 3 days..
= = damn emo..
blame monash starbuck aircon..
fking imba cold..but actually is my bad la..
haha tot i can tahan..
mana tau the nex day i flu like mad..
fk la..lidat then wasted my 3 days d..
fri sat sun..lol

then wed went to taylor meet fren n hav lunch..
haha n watched GI Joe midnight movie..
with liyang n kelvin..my long lost fren..
XD quite nice la that show..
jz dun get y ppl say not nice..
though 1st epi nicer..haha
went to their house at the afternoon..
ps3.. = = dun like d..old jor..
cant use joystick properly..
then go for HON..
wow hon 3.0 damn nice..the twr defense chg d..
graphic lvl up jor...haha

then the rest of the day..
trying to catch up my syllabus..
haha n fns up those quizzes..
sien la..waste so many time..
end up duno wat the ques want..
haha..
conclusion of my study..
signal analog up to date..
telecom finally fns 1st tut..
programmi..ahh fk it la..
more to go..
wk7 mid term..for telecom n programmi..
it is so obvious i dun like this 2 units..
until i dun even want to study it..
bcz..1st..no calculator during exam..
2nd..it is all theory paper..
fk la..how to score..
screw it saja la...
emo sht..

last night b4 sem start..
haha shall slip earlier..
n enjoy the peace of the night..
no more so chilling i guess..
ahhhh~~

sdly duno the meaning of fren anymore..
mayb i m too jz 执著.. 放不开..
once upon a time..i was sooooooo hapi to do all these..
but after a while..n knew that it is jz a thing which 吃力不讨好..
so wat for.. those who know me quite well..
definitely ll feel the diff..
n yes..u all say..y i bcome lidat..so 恐怖
i can surely tell u all..bcz i had seen  sumting more 恐怖..
so dun judge!! typical cancer here..salute to my horoscope
有多爱，就有多恨...
pkp is growing up..jz in diff way...
n whether it is good or bad..
i m the who judging..not u..


:p ciao to slip~

hols mood ON!!!

haha yo ppl~
1st time ever i type my title 1st...
hols mood ON!! like on gao gao d...

1stly..i fns my analog report..
dun feel like doing it anymore..
let my partner fns it off ba..
hope she und what i m writing..
n how is the lab going on.. XD

2ndly..i shifted my signal tut to 2day..
so thurs i hav 5 hrs break..
to do whatever i want..
was thinking to play card game on tat day..
shall see wat happen tat day...

3rdly..finally 1 unit on track!!
my fav lecturer for 2nd yr..
xiao ming..haha since they say analog is the toughest 1..
so better i study on track with him..
no doubt..i pretty screw other unit..
programming..fml..all lab copy sial..
signal..wth is fourier series la..
telecom..oh great..the worst unit ever..protocol? apa tu la..intro oso not yet fns...

4thly..hols no ELP..
too bad din kena chosen..
so i hav more time to have fun..or mayb nerd at home..
haha see how la..
half half mayb?? hopefully..


ahhh..when i am enjoying now..
sdly signal quiz pop out..
fk d la..i duno hw to do at all..
ok..mayb i not yet see the ques carefully..but stil..
hard la wei..

better off to study now..
ciao ppl~

hols mood on la!!!!
chill la wei.. n miss me la wei...
love ya

empty~

wow..
damn long no update my blog d..
1st march to 24th march..
oops..more than 3 wks..
no choice..
sem started.. n as usual..
busy like mad..
n syllabus left behind like mad too..

this time sem break comes too early..
4 wks n 8 wks
gg..last 8wks combo sure die like nobody business..

oh ya..why m i here..
half way listening to online lecture..
but feel like sleeping d..
haha..

sdly gt a feel that..
when u get busy too long..sdly u hav nth to do..
u ll feel empty.. = =
n also right..when u wan to take a break..find someone to talk to..
n u find no one..
this feeling is damn terrible la..
ahhhh give me a break ppl~
tired jor..alms 12...
tmr 8am..i shud slip now...mayb after my OL fns..

ciao~~ no time to waste...
haha love me ppl~

new sem!! major d yeah~

hi ppl~
update at this hour again..
haha no choice..waiting my mum show to record fns..
super nice astro PVR at home.. XD

well..what am i going to say..
hmm..basically crap xia..
while waiting time pass..
last 2 days hols..
haha like finally..after 3 n half months..
at home doing nth..
conclusion of this hols..
i earned rm 4xx shud b..
3++ months..haha
my mum flame me like mad..
get used to it den ok d..

then nex thing would be..
my maple character..officially died..
at lvl 192..lazy train d la..
super mafan.. n time consuming..
guess that i hav no time for that anymore after my sem start..

haha so what nex sem going to be..
what my brain thinking is..
pretty hai lat for me..
as in.. alot stuff to be done..
wanted to upgrade myself..
too bad i think i hav no time..n no determination..
XD jz saying though..

lets see 4units..
1 unit gt mini project..
2 units gt lab tests..
3 units gt mid term..
4 units gt lab!!
haha the sequence..nice bo?
*btw..i jz refer to past unit guide..
might not to be true..
but quite high % to be true.. XD
so ya..pretty screw d..
n hardcore all the while..for 12wks

n 2nd thing..
ELP n UROP
leadership program again..lol
1 year program..pretty time consuming..
read through the schedule..
no sem break huh if u join that..
haha..well..jz saying oso..bcz need go through interview..
they ll shortlist u..bla bla bla..
so see how ba..
go for briefing 1st mayb?
UROP would be research program..
helping u on FYP..quite useful i think..
but every sem oso gt..so not urgent..
i was thinking to see the list of project available..
then only decide want or not..
so ya..wait xia lo~

haha n of cz..not to 4get..
exercise more..
after so long..n alot fren complaining..*u noe who u r..
dun waste my height..lol
ok maybe bcome more healthy 1st?
then only decide.. XD
bicycle definitely a big NO from u.. :p

nex sem fri no class at all..woohoo..
like finally..
1st sem my structure tut on fri..4 new ppl + 2/3 retake ppl
wth la..
2nd sem my profession..presentation day..hav to go every time..
wtf la...
thinking what to do for that day..
or mayb hardcore abit..go uni study morning..
then noon go play!! can i?? XD
*jz hope so nia.. haha

then lastly..
this sem going to be hard for me..
coding all the way..
signal analog matlab..
program C++..
n telecom gt new thingy..
haha jy with me ba..
thats all i can say..

so the end for this post..
bye bye my hols..
this sem no new bag..i stil prefer my old bag..
lol though spoil d..XD
my 1st bag over rm200..n with my own money..
so ya..appreciate ya..
ciao~ miss me ya 

fking stupid system..

haha it is so rare for me to update at this hour..
3pm at noon..lol

no choice..hav nth to do d..
timetable jz released..
n pretty sad bout it..
y am i get the worst??
where i m the 1 planning it..
this is sooo za dao..
the stupid system..
not working according to 1st come 1st serve basis..
super sad la..

then y i am wake so early to get preference..
mine is stil low in % when i doing it..
where stupid benny..when i do his..
the 1st choice edi 100%++ d..
n yet he stil get the 1st choice..
damn stupid right?
then what for u put the % thr.
since u ll random it for us..
for fun? or for deco...

here is my tt..
find me according my free time ba..

n hor..1 more thing..feel like taking

Undergraduate Research Opportunities Program (UROP) le..

any1 wan join me?? 

though i thinking i hav no time..

shud gif it a try mayb??

haha if i wan exchg to spore..this sem i need prepare alot stuff..

look like i hav no time for this thingy..

so see how ba..stil gt abit time..

hapi CNY ppl~

haha yo ppl~
pass chu15 like alms 15min..
so ya..the end of CNY..
come here to summarize my angpau income...

hmm total quite alot..haha
not going to mention it here..

n this year gamble like 3-4 days saja..
not reli play dao..
how sad!!!
n total lost rm24..or wait..
i count wrgly..tmr double check..
might be winning.. XD

this CNY quite boring though..
nth much..
school going to open d..
guess that i not going to buy a new bag..
since this year no win dao money..
stick back to my old old bag ba..
but i like it sooo much..
it looks dirty though..n spoil..lol

haha cincai la..
hapi the end of CNY..
can i type # here??
no ppl mind right?

#foreveralone.. lol
ciao sim~

oh ya..recommendation drama..
tvb newest 1.. 心路 GPS..
quite meaningful..can watch xia..

funny yet sad...

oh ya..4get to mention something funny yesterday..
ok..maybe not funny..quite sad though..

i told my mum..he is coming to our house to bai nian..
then she ask..u coming bo?
i said..u ciao..like alms on the plane..n or mayb flying d..
she damn shocked..lol~
then i told her..v not longer fren anymore..
she shocked again..n ask y..
she said 'u bully ppl ah?'
i was like..omg..how can u think ur son ll bully ppl la..
damn gao innocent..
i only can laugh laugh..nth la..mai lidat lo..
mm song mai no fren d lo..
then she oh oh then stop d..
but i reli wanted to tell her what is going on..
too bad i cant make it..
i think i breakdown anytime at that time..
lol lucky she no cont ask..

haha i wonder how my dad ll react..
look like my mum not yet tell him what is happening..
mum told dad i keep act busy..make ppl no find them bai nian..
sdly i m the bad guy d..walau a~
but i tell them for like whole cny d..
jz they dun blif me..
ahhhh..innocent.est son ever!!!
my parents..haiz..duno hw to say them d..

even my bro..i oso talk nth to him..
lazy nia..my own thing saja..
nth much then..haha

2day went to a wedding dinner..
anthr marriage after pregnant..
mum say no ppl ll get marry during CNY..
so ya..mostly...u noe la huh..
but quite obvious oso..haha
 
k lo..ciao then..
night ppl~
open 2 post in 1 page..for the ease of viewing~ sim

DONE!!!

what is done is done..
time to give everything a ending..
this post is going to be fking emo post..
bcz 2day jz not my day..

maybe everyone noe i m those who wont keep secret that 1..
but how can u oso think that way..
that reli make me feel like banging the wall..
for what i did for so long..
trying to act normal infront others ppl..
n saying.. no la..i duno wo..
u duno hw i feel that time..though it is not hurt..
dun get me wrg..i not fall in love to u..
jz that as a best fren..
too bad u still think i m the 1 ll go around n say..eh u noe ah..the who who is with who who..
while the who who is one of my best fren..
n at the end u tell me..
ya it is small thing..so doesnt matter if u dun tell me..
ok fine then..i gif u a chance..
for no need tell me anything forever..
trust me..when i say it..i mean it!!
there goes my tweet 2day.. 永别了，我的好朋友
from to good fren to fren.. or mayb worst..i reli duno
not like last time..reporting everyday routine..chat all day long..or whatever la..

even after a wk..
i still thinking bout our relationship..
shud i cont? or jz let go..
though v had been through so much..
but at the end..when receive ur whatsapp 2day..
i alms burst out crying..
reli dun feel like letting go..
but i noe that..i need to end this b4 it is too late..
it is way out of what i can do..
tired of this..

call u to tell u my decision..
but when hearing ur voice so happily..
i nearly cant speak anything..any word..
talk like 10 sec..i noe i hav to stop..
or else..u ll hear i m crying this side...for duno what reason..
fk this sentimental emo feel inside me..*thanks to my mum no doubt..
wanted to tell u my feeling..since we never meet since that day..
but too bad i jz cant make it..
n u jz fly away lidat..

well..mayb 1 yr for not contacting each other ll make us more like a stranger..
n by that time..if the fate brings us tgt again..
mayb v can bcome fren again..
so..for this 1 yr..i ll get myself busy like mad..
n not thinking of u anymore..
at least this is the promise i made for myself.. 

from alms bcome some1's gf's fren to some1 u dun blif..
so u r still u..still using ur fav quote all the while..
'something is better left unspoken'
ok..since it is ur choice..when i ll jz folo..
no hard feeling n no forcing..

 the only thing i can say...

ok..nex thing..
2day i met him.. he keep asking why am i so busy..
n i think he jz trying to get into the topic that i dw to talk bout it..
he noticed it n gif up for asking me again n again..
so no doubt..u told him bout us..for what v saying this time..
n he even wan to b the middle guy to pull us back to line..
ok..mayb i m the who stingy or silly..
but i cant resist that u cant trust me..even after so long v met..
speechless then...

promise is mean to keep..and i kept my promise..
i wont ask anything bout u n him..
hoping u tell me..or mayb him..
so at the end..i alms the last 1..
n now i noe how u treat me as a fren d..

sad to say that mayb i only have u as my fren..
typical cancer..hard shield..protect myself from everything..hiding everything from every1..
no 1 i willing to tell anything..except u..
no no..no longer anymore..
nth related with u d..

so for conclusion..
i ll try my best...
i reli ll..
4get u as my best fren at least..

ciao then..slip 1st..
i hate ppl saying kthxbye..
but this time i going to use it..

kthxbye..pkp is emo like sht...
dun kacau!!!

'entertainment'

slip lu~
every year chu4 oso need entertain my dad's relatives
tired like hell..
lucky my mum found a 'kakak' help us out..
or else.. i not only cant feel my leg..
my hand oso..

emo part...
逃避
是我现在能做的

当初的信任
已不存在
再说什么也没用

更何况因为第3者的出现
连他都要帮你说话了

那也好
坏人我来当
不介意，也没办法

谢啦


sim~ night ppl!!!

hapi cny!!!

yeah hapi CNY
n i noe i shudnt emo or feel sad in these few days..
pkp is damn hapi !!!

haha gamble for a little..so win a little for 1st day..
14 more days..shall see total hw much i can get..
wee~~

hapi CNY ppl~ chu2 d..time to slip..
ciao love ya~~ hahahahaha

ahhh!!

hi ppl~
a post b4 cny..
ignore the previous 1..
haha jz too bored..
n too hard to hide a blogspot using that thingy..
so dun care nia..
nth to hide though..

what i post shud b fine for every1 to see..
 in case i flame u..
haha then too ps d.. oops...

2day here is quite emo ba..
enjoy the part from 4.45 to 6.05...
totally my 心声..
lol dun think too much..
pkp is absolutely fine here..


quite true though
when i watch this..i scared dao..
hu say taiwan 偶像剧 only super power??
this series reli chg alot..
compare to previous 3..haha
no ppl ll watch except me..

emo part...
this what i m doing now..
pushing you away from me..
trying to break the frenship..
just to...ahhh how to say...
重头开始~~
however..thing does not go according to the plan..
haha as usual right..

heart pain~ act cool is so not pkp..
ahhh what i m thinking..
but since edi started..there is no turning back..
or else..之前的痛就白过了

what i can do is...
stay back watch...
let the time decide ba..
the only way of no forcing..no 勉强.ing


*7.27-8.07 jz watch it..
u understand what i saying..haha

off topic..how is the gal inside? haha
not bad right..
ps..not guy lai de ah..hahaha

bombard my fb twitty n blog with this show..
gg..i tio poisoned d..haha sim~ night
love ya..miss me~

password post?? test run~

my name

yawn~

yawns~~
hi ppl..
time getting late..
though it jz 12am..
but i promised my mum to slip at this hour..
so ya..bye ppl~

tis update is to cover up the previous post..
haha dun purposely go click it..
sim n night..miss me ya.. XD
love ya~