out of phase

what can i say here..
nth...i dun have the 立场 anymore..
u seen doesn't need me..
even though i feel like talking to u some time..
time to get used of it...
the time when u are not around..
not around me anymore..

trying to look for someone to substitute you.
i did try..
but there is no one...no even single one..
i think i should find them...
maybe when i speak everything out..
i am free..forever and ever...
it just a kind of relief..

1 word....miserable..
or else..terrible will be more suitable.

mood swing..totally out of mood..
it just like the physics "out of phase"...
today and yesterday are totally different...
but today is just started...
well..i still got another day...
hope so~~