out of phase

what can i say here..
nth...i dun have the 立场 anymore..
u seen doesn't need me..
even though i feel like talking to u some time..
time to get used of it...
the time when u are not around..
not around me anymore..

trying to look for someone to substitute you.
i did try..
but there is no one...no even single one..
i think i should find them...
maybe when i speak everything out..
i am free..forever and ever...
it just a kind of relief..

1 word....miserable..
or else..terrible will be more suitable.

mood swing..totally out of mood..
it just like the physics "out of phase"...
today and yesterday are totally different...
but today is just started...
well..i still got another day...
hope so~~

hi hi

yo yo..
last post is feb..
omg i have been disappear for 2 month..
cant blif that..
i miss blogspot sdly..
alway wan to update..
but too bad..
i hav no time..

2day is my last day of working..
the rm80 per day..9am to 6pm tat 1..
XD finally my holidays start..
wee~~

but i have to study for my exam..
not good for failing it..
and cannot go s'pore study...
sum hw..i ll try bah...
no matter what...
A lvl is damn 7 hard..
when u dun hav any1 thr to explain to u..
nex week bah..
will be at subang whole week..
go kacau and ask for help..
hope their lecturer dun mind dun mind...

argh!!! no mood for study...
i damn 7 sien weii~~~~~

alot to update wei...
like jiun shen farewell..
ok damn long story..
cz i stay overnite thr...
mean is 2 days 1 night story..
omg 4gif me not updating for that..
fking alot.. XD

and stil gt..
hmmm march and april meet up..
lol 2 month together..
march 1 i 4get jor le..
april jz end..haha
but won update oso... ahhahah

dun put much hope on me..
cz i duno when m i coming back..
xD ciao~~~

smile~

lol...
my blog background is a sea..
which i hope can i b a fish..
live inside the sea..
as in live freely..
when only i do tat??
1 yr? 2 yrs??
ok..5 yrs abit too much..
time to get wake up..
and move up..

smile pkp :)

slip~

i nid sum time
to sit down..
and think bout myself..
alway help others..
but not mine..
- -
fking no time left..

TT sleepy
and tired..
of everything..
hope slip liao den wake up is anthr good day...
i nid sum1 to talk to..
not my gang..
doesnt noe me well..
any1??
i think no bah.. - -

CNY

lol..
miss me??
i doubt it.. XD
soli no update so often like last yr or last time..
quite busy ma..
not work den pps and tv..
not hols den CNY..
not party den go out..
pkp ma...no life untill lidat..haiz..

btw...tis yr CNY reli big diff..
but wat i wan to say is..
i get 13 days of hols..
and i think i reli make sure of it..
1/2 go singK and meet taiwan boy..
2/2 CNY eve at home..
3,4/2 chu1 2 go bai nian..
5,6/2 couz come bai nian..
7,8,9/2 meet fren and play..

CNY no gamble..
OMG wat a good ting for me..
but damn bored at the 1st 2 days..
LOL...

but 7 8 9 i play damn lot..
out from home more den 24h..
as in overnite at others house..
play mahjong until i wan vomit..
c card alms can pengsan d..
ok i abit too kua jiong..

XD lastly..
i nid to ciao..
short post?? no doubt it is..
miss me?? after valentine bah.. wee~~
nite guys...

genting

yo fren..
update xia for my genting trip..
wee~ nice trip ever..
although oli 1 day trip..
no no..is 1 nite 1 day trip..

the nite is...
i went to ry's house for overnite..
of cz not oli me la..stil gt sum1..
sum1 lik to fart.. OMG
he damn wei..beh tahan him..
guess wat..
v meet during afternoon for ghost movie..
den nite v meet again at her house..LOL
no choice..no ppl fetch me go lrt station..
cz ll vry jam..n my bro chop sei me.. - -
so her house is the best jor..

10 lidat reach her house..talk xia chat xia..
n wu liao xia..
haha den v wan eat magie mee..
so as a owner..she cook for us.. XD
but too bad..at the end..
v mafan aunty cook for us..
no choice..sum1 tak boleh punya...

den watch movie til 12 lidat..
go up..plan to slip..
hu noe..haha chor D til 2++
damn no life n nth to do..
chat while chorD..damn nice..
the air con is so cold..
make us on off on off it nia..

den around 3 lidat..she go bak her room to slip..
n v both slip 1 room..
duh..of cz is lidat la..haha
hu noe...off light den cannot slip jor..
call her and ask her come up and chorD again..
hu noe she dw..make us go down n kacau nia..
say 3.15 liao..tea time.. wee~
damn sot gao la us..haha
too bad she dw choi us..so bak to room and slip lo..

mornin 7 lidat..
alarm ring..OMG
damn 7 early..ry's bro wan go skul jor..
tats y gt alarm..
= = v 2 wake jor..but stil damn tired..
lazy to move nia..
but cannot slip bak d.. - -

so 8 lidat prepare everyting..
den go down chorD again..sun bian kacau ry..
wee~~

den go out lu~
sit the van..head to genting..
eat breakfast thr..haha
Omg fk.ing cold thr..
long pants macam no use liao..
jacket same prob too..
yerr~~ damn 7 cold..
haha.. 1130 reach thr..

start to play..
4 boy 4 gal..even number..
damn nice...sit wat oso can..
cz gt partner..
haha 1st time play space shot..
OMG fking scary..
jz imagine u at the top..
n look down..
sumore v countdown..
too bad..v fail..
the machine come down damn sudden..
make me cant shout at all..
damn fun lo~~

stil gt the bumble boat..
haha damn suang..
keep on knock them nia..
but the water damn smelly..
i kena many le.. - -
n v success to lock sum1.. wee~
make the 1 cannot move at all...
5 on 1 try b4?? v make it oso..pity the middle 1..

1 last ting is the boat..
duno wat name..
tat 1 nid use leg step de le..2 ppl de ahh..
haha any1 rmb de ma??
the lake thr gt a bridge de..
under the bridge gt a sum road to let the boat pass de..
at 1st..v 2 boat 2 boat lidat pass through it..
den ltr..v 4 boat link together and pass through it..
totally impressive..damn 7 yeng...
nice guide from tong nia..
keep turn n step..my leg alms broke d..
at the end..v pass it..damn hapi tat time..
i think it is the most memorable ting liao.. XD

den lunch n dinner skip it bah..
as i too tired d..haha
overall nice trip lo..XD
meet new fren..
not reli new..
i meet 2 of them for 3rd time
2 of them for 2nd time..
3 of them for infinity time d..
4 fren i oli meet them few time b4 nia..
but i do enjoy the trip..
i wonder they did ant..
XD dun care..

ok ciao lo~~
emo part..keep it for nex day..
miss u~ bye~

1st post on 2011 - -

lol..
cant blif my last post is on 31 dec tim..
14 jan is my post in 2011 tim..
omg..finally 2011..
if the movie 2012 is true..
tis yr would be my last yr..LOL
i m sooo random.. - -

btw..i jz come bak from s'pore..
guess wat??
1st time..no parents..
wit fren...
1st time..no car..
wit train..
1st time..no stay overnite..
slip train le..
damn nice n fun lo..
although i quite tired..

go thr and do my admission stuff..
hand in every ting..
n nw..wait them to gif me a offer..
around may or june??
LOL FML nia..
nid so long - -

campus thr is so nice..
big is sure de la..
convenient is the best..
5min bus..
LOL but den gt abit too big..
uni thr suggest to take part in curriculum in hostel..
if not..after 2nd/ 3rd yr..u ll kik out from thr.. - -
wtf rite?? XD

and den...if i gif a offer..
there is no way i ll reject it..
however, i stil ll miss my dad n mum..
den i think i hav more chances to sit train..
oh no..is slip train..wee~
totally addicted to it..
although not slip well at all..

fun to travel lidat..
nw i noe wat pack-bag travel..
damn nice lo..

ok emo part..haha
ignore nia..
it is time to let go..
the closest said is impossible..
what the furthest said is nth related..
so let it b...
but b4 it reli go..
i think i shud do sum ting..
jz to let me no regret or bu gan yuan any more..
= = blur..dun get what i tryin to say..

sien...
pps gt wat movie??
LOL ciao 1st